My Purpose

For the last few weeks, I got a bit problem before sleeping. Somehow my mind thought about some basic questions of human existence such as : Why do I live? What's my purpose on earth?

As I biked to REWE for shopping and saw people on the road, I instantly thought about people on the old time, people who used to walked on the same road, those who were living... and No, I don't want to talk about creepy stuffs, but about human life.

Well at the end I conclude, that my life is a gift. It's a de facto, and I can't choose or change my parents, my origin country. Life is simply a gift and just like a normal gift, some birthday-girl/ boy doesn't feel so happy about it, but some are overjoy. It's just a matter of perspective, nothing more. Now since I'm living, I have to live to the fullest. I have to be happy and the recipe of happiness is simply by making other people happy.

So the answers of the complex and complicated guestions on history of human-life is actually quite simple (at least for me) :D

ps: Yes, I have read the book : Purpose Driven Life... a long time ago ^^

He Leadeth Me

As I feel uncertain, sad with no certain reason, worry for something unspeakable, I will sing "Tenanglah Kini Hatiku (He Leadeth Me)". This song has a strange power, giving warmth, love and comfort. Maybe it works for you too.

TENANGLAH KINI HATIKU
Joseph H. Gilmore
William Batchelder Bradbury

TENANGLAH KINI HATIKU
TUHAN MEMIMPIN LANGKAHKU
DI TIAP SAAT DAN KERJA
TETAP ‘KU RASA TANGAN-NYA

TUHANLAH YANG MEMBIMBINGKU
TANGANKU DIPEGANG TEGUH
HATIKU BERSERAH PENUH
TANGANKU DIPEGANG TEGUH